Monday, June 29, 2009

Speak up

Woke up this morning around 5.30am. Got ready for college and left the house. Decided to plug in my headset to my latest phone and listen to the radio -.- AHAHA!! I know i don't have chunted phone like you guys so yeah.. Tune into Fly-Fm which is my most favorite station :)
They were comparing the difference between a Male and a Female. Saying how great who can be. Which sex is better than which. For example: Guys can drive better than girls, Guys dominate most of the gaming events than girls ; for Girls : Girls can cook better than guys, girls have more patients than guys.. the list goes on and on..
For me I don't really care who's better than who.. I think both sex Male and Female need each other most in this world. Male is the head in the family and the wife is there to support and help. Thats what i think. How about you? Do you think I'm right?

Whats behind smiles?

Have you ever wondered what goes on behind a picture of smiley faces? Say if you see a picture of a couple happily hugging, you would automatically assume that they're happy being together. You wouldnt know if they had just fought and are just taking the picture grudgingly.

I think the same goes when one is with the company of a group of people. Everything looks fine on the surface, but each and every person in that group is oblivious as to what really happens behind the laughing facets.

Looks are deceiving, that's the age-old phrase we've heard just about a trillion times, and i'm sure it bears much truth in it. Paying for mistakes is usually expensive.

And that's why, in my humble opinion, a heart to heart talk is important every once in a while. Find someone you trust enough to share your deepest darkest secrets, let that person into your life to account for the things you do. Let that someone scold you for being stupid, and be willing to take his/her advise to better yourself.

Some find that reflection time every half a year (or however often) helps, although I myself havent really gotten into that habit.. :)

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Sneak sneak sneak

Sneak? haha! yesterday went to midvalley with some of my friends.. we wanted to watch transformers and we went in by the back door. Thats what they do all the time.. I was so scare of getting caught by the people there.. they keep telling me that when u enter GSC then its a ''safe zone''.
Then we went to room 4 and transformers already started. I went in then i saw it was so full then i quickly rush out coz theres no space and people will think that we're disturbing them.. lol. Then my friend follow me out and ask me to Chill.. ''Nick chill lar.. dont worry i found 2 seats liao'' =.= then we went in and we watch transformers for free!! hahaha!! that was so fun..
The Movie was awesome and Megan Fox is so HAWT!! hahaha!! Gonna watch it one or two more times.. its FREAKING AWESOME MAN!! there are so many more awesome movies coming out, and theres still so many movies i still haven watch yet.. haih.. college eat up most of the time.. sad case..

Should i be even thinking about that?
Is it worth thinking of?
Why am i thinking of it every time i day dream?
I really hope this will fade..

Sneak sneak sneak

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Scars reminds us of the past

Kinda recovering from that incident that happen on the 18th of June. Its really so hard to believe that i lost everything. Its so unusual to NOT OWN A PHONE, A WALLET, AND A BAG. I really felt so so sad that I lost all of my stuff. Why didn't i run? why didn't i try to fight back?! why?!why? WHY!?! ... sigh* sigh*
Trying to get back to a "Newer lifestyle" and its so so so very difficult. I try to go ask a few of my friends that own more than One Phone *Rich people* . Whether they can borrow me. Few days later I borrowed a LG Chocolate phone from my friend! It looks nice.. BUT IS A PIECE OF S*** really cacat phone. Im kinda frustrated too.
But this is all in the past right?! yeah of cause.. all there is left are just S
cars.. Scars only can remind us of what happen before Its real! :) Thinking about the past really made me see how much I've grown and what I've become.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Random random random...

Think think think.. what is this picture about? haha..
Im in a mood where feeling emo is not a really got word to express my feelings now.

I like to post random stuff.. its so funny and nice.. HAHAH!! :P

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Worse week of my life!

Talking about bad and unlucky day. Yesterday was bad enough. But today!! OMG!
I got ROBED at the train station near my house. By 2 motocyclist. One with parang and the other one with a tazer! which electricute my NECK! I lost about 500 Dollars and within it is my class fees.. how am i surpose to pay back that amount of cash!?!
I feel like killing myself now. But that wont solve that fk*ng problem. Im so upsad and really really in a bad condition now. Im still shock about that incident and Im trying to figure it out a way to solve everything..
If anyone of you are reading this.. dont laugh thats all.. xD

Bad Day

Came back from college, turn on my modem and computer..
Didnt notice my modem KAPPUTT!! until my comp says that the internet wasnt connected.
Cant go online then I did some revision then i went to bed early.

The next morning I woke up at 7.30am! prepare for college then left the house at 8.
waited for the bus from 8.10- 9.10am! There was no Bus at all.!! WTF is wrong with the goverment! FREAKING CORRUPTED GOVERMENT!!.. Sigh*
Then i ask my dad to drop me to the KTM station. Reach there and bought my tickets after 15mins the made an anouncement! KERETA KTM SUDAH DIBATALKAN KERANA SUDAH ROSAK! *dalam malaysia apa-apa pun rosah pergi mati lar*
Called my Dad again to pick me up and send me to Kl central. Took the LRT from there and by the time i reach college i was 45mins late.. Lecture starts at 10am. The teacher was looking for me but i wasnt there =.='' Yunni, Ee Rick and some other people sms me saying : "Oii where are you? teacher is looking for you'' ! HA HA HA !! The whole day at college was way below ok.. Finish my english class at 3.45pm.. during the class theres more chatting than discussion.. I love that english teacher! one of my favourite since I started college.. went to find Yunni in the library. She's all alone in the library doing her homework. Look so exhausted and tired..
*sorry for dragging you into this tiring job as my assistant :) * Went for that stupid briefing in college! Blah blah blah..

Bad Day

Monday, June 15, 2009


Dreams~ Dreams~ Dreams.. This word keep on appearing in my head.
WHAT IS DREAM?! is it just a fantasy world we dream about?
or is it just a nightmare? or is it just a empty dream?

Some of dream of that we can change the world someday..
or even we dream about what we become in the future..
Some of us even are afraid to have dream, because it scare us so much when we dream the 1st time.
Maybe its something so devastating and horrible to dream about.
And i remember last time when i was so small that i dream about some monster in my dream.. i cry and run to my mom and dad and sleep with them.. kept on crying till i sleep :)
For me.. I want to dream!! because dreaming is something unique to me.
I want to dream about something in the near future..
or even the ones I love.
Even sometimes i would even dream about Me being with someone(girlfriend).
The worse part is I even dream about Me almost dieing in a accident...

Thursday, June 11, 2009

100 Truth =.='' (facebook)

1. Last beverage: Boh Tea!

2. Last phone call: Kelvin Cheah

3. Last text message: Yit How =.=

4. Last song you listened to: 98 degrees - My Everything :D

5. Last time you cried: Cant remember.. a very long long time ago.. >.<

6. Dated someone twice: NO!!

7. Been cheated on: NO!! coz im smart?? @@

8. Kissed someone & regretted: Hahaa!! you guess lar. (the answer is no)

9. Lost someone special: Yeah damn right!!

10. Been depressed: Yup.. sure.

11. Been drunk and threw u: Drunk yes.. threw NO!


12. B L U E

13. B L A C K

14. W H I T E


15. Made a new friend: ''A'' new friend YES! and alot more =.=''

16. Fallen out of love: Nope..

17. Laughed until you cried: Laugh till cried =.= so cacat.. of coz no lar

18. Met someone who changed you: Yeah.. (want to know who)? =D

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yeah.. bunch of losers thats all..

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah.. it kinda suck.. backstabber ! !

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: NOT YET!! Haha!!

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 90%.. most of them lar..

23. How many kids do you want to have: the most 2 bah..

24. Do you have any pets: Yeah.. last time xD

25. Do you want to change your name: No way man! why would i =.=

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Nothing.. no chance to celebrate with friends =(

27. What time did you wake up today: 7 a.m

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Msn, facebook and revisions :D

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: i cant wait for nothing?!

30. Last time you saw your Mother : 3rd of May 2001 :(

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Not sure yet..

32. What are you listening to right now: Nikelback

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: NO? -.-

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Hmmm nothing actually.. :)

35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, Blogsss

36. Whats your real name: Nicholas Tan Say King (not barney*)

37. Nicknames: Nick, Dick =.=, Oi, eh, Say king, noob.

38. Relationship Status: Not in a relationship

39. Zodiac sign: Im not sure.. can someone tell me whats mine plzzzz

40. Male or female?: MALEE!! apa ini

45. Long or short: Long? short?

46. Height: 175cm :D

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yeah.. i guess

48. What do you like about yourself?: almost everything..

49. Piercings: wanted to try.. someone bring me plzz

50. Tattoos: Nope but I wanted one, at the back!!

51. Righty or lefty: Center!

52. First surgery: Cant remember.. but is above my left eye.. :D

53. First piercing: No piercing

54. First best friend: cant remember.. sad case

55. First sport you joined: Football i guess

56. First vacation:

58. First pair of trainers: trainers? tak de lar.

59. Eating: nothing to eat

60. Drinking: Water

61. I'm about to: Blog - -

62. Listening to: Songs lar.. urghhh -.-

63. Waiting on: the sky to drop =.=


64. Want kids?: aboh =.=

65. Get Married?: yea sure..

66. Career?: Business Man?


67. Lips or eyes: HAHA!! Both..

68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs AND Kisses =)

69. Shorter or taller: Same hight? slightly shorter?

70. Older or Younger: Young i guess..

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous and romantic.. :D

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach

73. Sensitive or loud: Both also not

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant..


76. Kissed a stranger: NO! only play boy does that..

77. Drank hard liquor: Yeap..

78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yeah..

79. Sex on first date: Zzzz.. wtf =.=

80. Broken someone's heart: Not sure.. i dont even know.

82. Been arrested: No.. Me good boy la!!

83. Turned someone down: Yeah and I feel bad about it thou..

84. Cried when someone died: Of coz lar!! who dont cry I will kill him/her

85. Fallen for a friend?: Yeah.!


86. Yourself: Yup!

87. Miracles: Yes!

88. Love at first sight: Sometimes! :)

89. Heaven: Sure..

90. Santa Claus: No.. hate santa.. trouble maker..

91. Kiss on the first date: Probably.. HEHE!!

92. Angels: Yes


94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No

95. Did you sing today?: Yes.. love to sing..

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nope..never in my life!

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 9 Years old..
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: I am. But I don't want to be.. Are you?

Wednesday, June 10, 2009


The movie we've all been waiting for! I just cant wait to watch this movie!!

Monday, June 8, 2009


Hey guys.. Ya i know..its been so so so so long since I last blog HAHA!! Im just gonna go through what happen in these pass few months very very quickly.. :D
April.. wanted to go to Singapore and study.. but at the end
TAK JADI :D Its not really a sad thing that im not going.. but at the moment when I decided to go, I was like LETS DO IT!! SINGAPORE HERE I COME!! I made some of my friends cry because Im leaving.. at the end Im still here!! HAHAHA! Sorry guys.. I think thats all for April :D
MAY!! Best month i guess!! started college in TARC.. its a awesome college..
I've made myself COURSE REPRESENTITIVE OF BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION!! thats sooo sooo sooo cooooollll!!! Weeeeee =D Met some friends.. girls and guys.. they're kinda ''friendly'' though. But most importantly i met SOMEONE.. ERmm...hmm.. Oh yea!! on the 28th I went to Sabah with my church for a mission trip and its AWESOME!! I love Sabah now :D The people there are super duper friendly. There are some ups and downs but overall its Cool!
June! Having fun in college and Im so sooo tired sigh* But most importantly is