Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Is it one of the hills

Why! Just tell him why does this have to happen? Its not that I did something wrong. I tried to be nice. I'd always did. But at the end SHIT always happen to me. WTF is wrong with me? Its not that hard to be nice back right? One smile or single "Thank You" will do right?

My life is just awesome. If you know what I mean. Oh yeah, and i quit college. Cause its been a damn dumb of me to pick that course that i thought it would be okay. Didnt even bothered to even look into that course before I took it. How stupid of me. Look at me now. Lifeless as I am. Sinful as I am.

And now, Although you people said i didnt do anything wrong but I still think I did. What actually did I do?!!! I really dont get it. Why must you get angry because of that? Cant you just put that in the past and just move on? I know its hard. And Im truly truly sorry that I hurt you.! I dont wanna hate anyone. Please. Dont make me.
Im heartbroken to see you like this. Tears are falling down. Eyes are getting wet. All I can do is hope. Hope needed in the end.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

The someone that I've met

Ahhhh.! You know what? I've met someone :) I met tons of people everyday, but this is so very different. The 1st time I saw her is when she was with her friends buying movie tickets. I look at her for at least 2 sec, thats all. Then I felt weird, cause she stole my heart in that 2 sec. Thats how good she is.!

Went out with her a few times, and I enjoyed every moment of it even we didnt speak for a moment. I feel that she's a soft and a fragile person. Makes me wanna hold her in my arms forever. *wink!. Even if she doesnt like me I'll treat her as good as I can. ;)

I miss you.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009


When I was sad,
Who came to me?
Was there a time?
They let us down,
As we cried out loud,
On their shoulders,

Laughing together,
Made us all happy mates,
Crying together,
Made us stronger together,
Living lives together,
Made us understand,
Sufferings we went through,

All may come and go,
True friends never leave,
Even seperated,
All the times we spent,
Will be cherished always,
Blesses with joyful memories,
To reminiscense about,
25 years down the road..

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Look closely.. Open your eyes Wider

HAHAHA (: these pictures amuse me. Thanx to wonderful people with such great creativity skills!!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Smile :)


Dont feel like blogging about my week or day.
Saw this picture cheers me up.
I can always make you smile
even when you're down
even when you're sad
even when you lose hope of something...

Making one smile its the happiest thing :)
its wipes off the sadness and creates a cheerful moment~

what i would do now is put a smile on that sad face..

I'll be with you always.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

No Greater Love

Found this amazing true story....

If you ever need a reminder of how much God loves you and that He sacrificed His Son for you, this story will be a great reminder.

After a few hymns, the pastor stood up and introduced a guest speaker. With that, an elderly man stepped up to the pulpit to speak.

“Three people boarded a boat : a father, his son and the son’s friend. They were sailing off the Pacific Coast,” he began. “Then a fast-approaching storm blocked any attempt to get back to shore. The waves were so high that even though the father was an experienced sailor, he could not keep the boat upright, and the three were swept off the boat and into the ocean”.

The old man hesitated for a moment, making eye contact with two teenagers who looked somewhat interested in his story. He continued, “Grabbing a rescue line, the father had to make the most excruciating decision of his life. Which boy should he throw the other end of the line to? He only had seconds to make the decision. The father knew that his son was a Christian, and he also knew that his son’s friend definitely was not. The agony of his decision could not be matched by the torrent of waves. As the father yelled out, “I love you, son!” he threw the line to his son’s friend. By the time he pulled the friend back to the capsized boat, his son had disappeared beyond the raging swells into the black of night. His body was never recovered”.

By this time, the two teenagers were sitting straighter in the pew, waiting for the next words to come out of the old man’s mouth.

“The father”, he continued, “knew his son would step into eternity with Jesus. He could not bear the thought of his son’s friend stepping into an eternity in hell. Therefore, he sacrificed his own son. How great is the love of God that He should do the same for us”.

With that, the old man turned and sat back down in his chair as silence filled the room. After the service ended, the two teenagers were at the old man’s side. “That was a nice story”, politely started one of the boys, “but I don’t think it was very realistic for a father to give up his son’s life in hope that the other boy would become a Christian”.

“Well, you’ve got a point there,” the old man replied, glancing down at his worn Bible. A big smile broadened his narrow face, and he once again looked up at the boys and said, “It sure isn’t very realistic, is it? But I’m standing here today to tell you that story gives me a glimpse of what it must have been like for God to give up His Son for me. You see…..I was the son’s friend to whom the father tossed a rescue line”.

Imagine yourself being in the place of the father in this story and of our heavenly Father in the Bible. How would you feel if you had to sacrifice your own child so that someone else could live?

Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.

Friday, July 3, 2009


Im so dissapointed with myself
Such a simple task given to me and i cant even do it with perfection
I let so many people down and I let myself down..

Why am I like that? I bet you guys hate me now..
Sorry for my mistakes. Everyone makes mistake, no one is perfect.

And I hope you know that I'm waiting..